--silence--

A Shoulder to Cry On

2009-08-20T05:54:00.001-07:00

Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take
you down,
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you
by your side,

And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.

All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on
Side by side,
With you till the end
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
you won't be alone cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
when the whole world's gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there!

And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vs1hcg40Eao
best version i can find

2009-08-07T05:01:00.000-07:00

living (:

... lol wr's taking quite a lot of time. climbed for 10 min today. just discovered cleo is innocently sick. i coined up teh phrase myself de o.o well she say the stuff all got sick meanings but she no idea wad they mean like most of the time xD ok like maybe cos i'm already sorta sick and den wif sean n weijing there... stuff just get sicker.. xD

bloody hormones. it'll be great to be free of it, but its great to feel so much at times.. FEEL AS IN EMOTIONAL! NOT EMO OR ANY OTHER IMPLIED MEANINGS!! well... but still sorta driving me mad...

go do work le. byes

2009-08-03T09:02:00.000-07:00

mugtard lols.

2009-07-06T05:01:00.000-07:00

woots. root beer now. addicted to the taste, like how alex is addicted to redbull ==

hahas today's climbing was fun. last time i'll be doing unofficial training till after promos. like seriously studying...

heck, nid to go toilet now. cont yping when i'm back.

2009-06-23T09:17:00.000-07:00

emoing in the dead of the night. going over lots of stuff that happened. sec 4 seemed so long ago... all the sweet memories... the fun times there was etc etc. referring to a specific someone... damn.

2009-06-16T04:49:00.000-07:00

late update, but grates on hafiz n fadhil on making it to semi. all the best on sat. cnt go down to watch, sorry...

random blogging

2009-06-13T04:51:00.000-07:00

blog so dead hahas. halfway thru hols le, indicating 2 more weeks to mye ==

went down to sp to watch the girls climb today. gen and yunni got into semifinals. woots, go on! saw justin, as hulking big as ever. still a fun dude, not like me become so boring due to jc life xD tml my turn to climb... hope i can do well... like at least all bonus..?

damn bored, was reading thru jake's blog and the old class blog, lots of memories. class bbq next week. cnt wait to see everyone. meanwhile the tag of fengmao on jake's blog.... damn lol. well, that time's like all past, and like dun think will ever hang out wif jake shawn and wedge tsangsheng justin etc etc much anymore... we have all gone our seperate ways... hope we'll keep in contact and be friends for a long time? you are all awesome people to be wif.

ooo ooo enuf abt the past for now i guess, lets talk abt jc life! (sorta from the start) hung out a lot more wif alex as we r in the same sch now. dunno how i survive sch w/o him. he's a really fun guy to be wif. dude, i'll be like always thr for u kay?

next my cca. last week, monday i think, gen forced me to change to my pm to I DRIKKY <3 RCC! being in the cca for abt 4 mnths le... everyone on the team is great! farewell was hosted at eugenia's place on thur... didn really feel like one tho, probably cos its still pretty early. still seeing them much. i'll definitely miss them... NEXT YEAR MUST COME BACK VISIT HOR! it will feel so diff... no more helmi's kinky facts, no more sean's hanu tetek, no more ben's weird faces, no more yunni's long arms, no more sam's manly shouts, no more daniel's comments, no more... ... well, thr's always the new j1s to look forward to. (WTH AM I TYPING SUCH STUFF WHEN ITS ONLY JUNE?!?!) i'd like to thank the seniors for everything they's prepared for us, all these time helping us and giving us support. yeah...

2009-01-14T04:55:00.000-08:00

filled up the form. nyjc-mjc-tpjc.

2009-01-12T16:22:00.000-08:00

sweet.. great results =.='' l1r5 of 14, a result which could barely get me into a ok jc.

current plan. first choice sa jc, second choice nyjc and third choice tpjc and cross my fingers i can get into one of them. pretty crappy eh? depending on luck... well, still serves me right for slacking.

2009-01-11T04:54:00.000-08:00

Getting pissed easily these days about nearly everything. fuck. if only i could just hit a restart button and re-live my life.

considering about restarting everything. go to hell fengmao.

2009-01-09T23:18:00.000-08:00

Pfft, 2 more days to o level result release. sweet. hope i did meet my expectations, but seeing how much i slacked, not really possible. All the best, people.

2009-01-01T08:24:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW SCHOOL YEAR PEOPLE! ltr today sch starting. but obviously not mine de. just here suan ppl buahahas. so yeah people i didn manage to post of first day of the year... but still, happy new year bahs (:

dunno what to post... damn

2008-12-24T07:33:00.000-08:00

yippee 25 min to xmas at the time i'm typing this. well, merry xmas everyone. finally updated xD hmmm uneventful holidays.. sian sia. wanted to swim during hols but everyday rain den in de end bo mood le TT so now i fatty le seh... sia lahh too long nvr blog now dunno what to say le... not that i do long posts. blog next time bahhs. nites ppl ><

2008-10-31T22:33:00.000-07:00

hmms... o's halfway done. hope i did better than i think i did. well, 6 more papers. good luck to me (:

2008-10-16T03:56:00.000-07:00

THE 100 QUESTION
(a) People who got tagged must write the answer on their blog.
(b) Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. The person must say who they tagged by and cannot tag on the tag person whom they were tagged by.
(c) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Jessica
Mabbel
Jiaying
Tsangshang
Shawn

01 . What have you been doing recently ?
mugging for o's T.T

02 . Do you ever turn your cell phone off ?
try not to

03 . What happened at 10.00am today ?
my brain crashed

04 . When did you last cry ?
14/10/2008 ):

05 . Believe in fate / destiny ?
sorta

06 . What do you want in your life right now ?
make everyone around me smile (:

07 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains , or just put up your hood ?
i would prefer hood, but no rain coat...

08 . What's your favourite thing to have on your bed ?
good books. stay up and read...

09 . What bottom are you wearing now ?
shorts..

10 . What's the nicest text in your inbox say ?
no preference

11 . Do you tend to make a relationship complicated ?
dun think so

12 . Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone ?
Nope

13 . What was the last movie you caught ?
get smart

14 . What are you proud of ?
depends

15 . What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
when is our bio consultation? by weijie

16 . What was the last song you sang out loud ?
liang zhi lao hu (: lol is fall for you by secondhand serenade ba..

17 . Do you have any nicknames ?
fm (:

18 . What does your last received text message say ?
"10+" by jianhao

19 . What time did you go to bed last night ?

didnt got o bed last night. went this morn xD

20 . Are you currently happy ?
sorta

21 . Who gives you best advice ?
quite a lot of ppl. no best. all good for me (: thanks

22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ?
nah. i whip fresh cream xD

23 . Who did you talk on phone last night ?
weijie o.o

24 . Is anything bugging you right now ?
how to act as konui as possible xD

25 . What / who was the last thing / person to make you laugh ?
jovey. lols

26 . Do you wear toe socks ?
nopes

27 . Who was the last person you missed a call from ?
some weird no. that i dunno

28 . Have you ever had your heartbroken ?
yes

29 . What annoys you most in a person ?
people who arent true

30 . Do you have a crush on anyone ?
i crashed into my wall (: er name me someone who dont

31 . Have you ever hone a cocaine ?
nah. anti drug

32 . What is the colour of your room ?
white

33 . Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar ?
if i manage to archieve my dream(at 10) to be an assassin, i'll only no kill those that i love

34 . Do you believe in the saying of : Talk is cheap ?
depends on the person

35 . Who was the last person to lie in your bed ?
me

36 . Who was the last person to hug you ?
no one hugged me for a long time T.T

37 . Did anyone see that last person you kissed ?
err.. me! my mum. last time i kissed was p5

38 . Do you have a life ?
nah. no o level student have life

39 . Have you ever think someone died , when they really didn't die ?
nope.

40 . What is the reason behind your profile song ?
a bit the many song sia xD

41 . Who was the last person you saw in your dream ?

my f9s

42 . Last time you smiled ?
just now with jovey and ct

43 . Have you changed this year ?
yup.

44 . What are you listening right now ?
songs

45 . Are you talking to someone when you doing this ?
nah

46 . Do you walk with your eyes open or closed ?
mostly open, sometimes closed

47 . Is there a quote you live by ?
no quote. but my code of life

48 . Do you want someone you cannot have ?
yah. me

49 . Have you ever played an instrument ?
quite a few

50 . What was the worst idea you've had in this week ?
ending my life

51 . What are you doing last night at 11pm ?
studying. guai rite?

52 . Are you happy with your love life right now ?
confused by it?

53 . What song best describe you love life ?
too complicated to be just one song. a medley might be possible to describe it.

54 . Does the person know that you like him / her ?
yes

55 . Who always make you laugh ?
quite a few ppl

56 . Do you speak other language other then English ?
chinese

57 . Favourite website(S) ?
google

58 . What's your middle name ?
mad

59 . What are you doing tomorrow ?
bio n hist consultation in morn, den going bedok mac study in the aftnn

60 . What do you think you are like ?
u wont want to know

61 . Who will you choose to die with ?
i die alone

62 . Where have you been today ?
west cc mac

63 . What game do you play often ?
o level coming no time play

64 . Who are you missing right now ?
her

65 . If you have to choose between friend & Love , who will you choose ?
love

66 . What are you doing right now ?
listening to music

67 . Which primary school are you from ?
Poi Ching School.

68 . Name 3 colour that you like .
metallic blue, sky blue, baby blues (:

69 . What emotion you like to show ?
bored. i always am (nearly)

70 . What is your life to you ?
insane

71 . If you have something troubling you , what will you do ?
think it out

72 . Who did you last chat in msn today ?
no idea

73 . Who do you admire most ?
me. zi lian

74 . Which month are you born in ?
may

75 . How are you feeling right now ?
down

76 . What is the time now ?
2026

77 . What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is ?
nice

78 . What colour did you use to dye hair ?
dyed it blue once. lol

79 . Why are you doing this test ?
no idea. damn bored

80 . What do you do when you're moody ?
sleep

81 . At which age you wish to get married ?
25 or so

82 . Who is more important to you ?
her

83 . If today is the last day of your life , what will you do ?
kill myself.

84 . Who is the person you trust the most ?
trust no one bu urslf

85 . Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain ?
depends. not everything have a happy ending.

86 . If you have a dream come true , what would it be ?
archieve my ultimate goal in life

87 . What is your goal for this year ?
straight a1 for o's and earn 5k over the hols

88 . Do you believe in eternity love ?
yes

89 . What feeling do you love most ?
letting sleepiness take over

90 . Do you really think its Global Warming now ?
dun really care what it is. humans should just stop destroying nature no matter what.

91 . What feeling do you hate most ?
none

92 . Do you cherish every single friendship of yours ?
yes.

93 . Do you believe in God ?
no.

94 . Who cares for you most ?
me.

95 . What do you think is the most important in your life ?
the happiness of the people arnd me

96 . What will you bring when you fight ?
a-bomb. kill everyone.

97 . What have you done regretted doing in your whole life ?
to many to list. but what is the use of regretting?

98 . What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you ?
dun noe dun care.

99 . What if your boyfriend / girlfriend two-timed you ?
no idea

100 . How do you feel now ?
why the hell did i do this quiz?

2008-10-11T03:39:00.001-07:00

o's in 9 days. fianlly today actually got sth done... feelng sorta empty, dunno y. sucks.

2008-09-28T03:40:00.000-07:00

1.The person who tagged/pass you is?
Kimberly

2. Your relationship with him/her?
Close friends?

3. Your five impressions of him/her ?
Sweet, cute, nice, caring, fun (:

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done to you?
Yawn!

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
Yawn!

6. If he/she becomes your lover you will?
Not sure sia...

7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?
Eat more (:

8. If he/she became your enemy, you will?
Hope she doesn't. Try to befriend her again? or disappear out of her life.

9.reason will be?
Want her to be happy.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
Be her friend.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
Nice girl

12. How do you think the people around you will think about you?
lol they say i'm lame == *limps*

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
Blur!!

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
Being so dumb.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
I should be MYSELF (:

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
Fanks.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people.
1)jiaying
2)shangbo
3)yizhen
4)tsangsheng
5)mabbel
6)cherlyn
7)iris
8)xinhui
9)jessica
10)weijie

18. Who is number 6 having a relationship with?
dun think anyone abh

19. Is number 9 male or female?
female

20. If number 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
definately good. both can make me laugh lol.

21. What is number 2 studying about?
no idea. girls probably

22. What kind of band does number 8 like?
emo emo de? i think...

23. Does number 1 have any siblings?
1 i think

24. Will you woo no. 3?
sth to think about... heehs

25. How about number 7?
she taller den me T.T

26. Is number 4 single?
he...should be?

27. What is the surname of number 5?
tan..?

28. What's the hobby of number 10?
reading and crapping

29. Does number 5 and 9 get along well?
they don't know each other o.o

30. Where is number 2 studying at?
ahs.

31. Talk something casually about number one.
hey shortie! out of my vision range, so cant see u xD (angle of depression)

32. Where does number 9 live at?
bedok

33. What colour does number 4 like?
no idea... sry....

34. Are number 5 and number 1 best friends?
no. complete strangers, rather.

35. Does number 1 have any pets?
yah, herself.

36. Is number 7 the sexiest person in the world?
dunno sia, if i say no, scared she kill me. den if say yes, scared other ppl kill me. xD

37. What is number 6 doing now?
mugging...?

2008-09-19T06:56:00.000-07:00

wth. damn bad results for prelims. time to mug. ppl, chiong!

2008-08-28T07:50:00.000-07:00

hais.... tml tchrs day... nt going back... basically no tchrs.... dead beat... hating exams... gonna update on prelims tml... nites... dun procratinate anymore fengmao, get down to studying hist!!... nites ppl...

2008-07-30T06:06:00.000-07:00

lalalalala. went to watch the dark knight just now. sorry ts ): well, it was nice, but wtf joker vry saddist seh... after 2hr20min, came out and see outside still so bright. (was in teh theatre from 1630to1850) well, considering it was a dark (k)night, it would be vry bright after it, no? ok nvm vry lame.

today's oral sucked like fk. so dead lahhs... nvm no use crying over spilt milk. hope can do better during o's. good luck ppl! 85 days left.

2008-07-25T05:12:00.001-07:00

hais. its been a while since i last blogged. been really busy. about 90 days to o's. good luck, peeps.

study plans. this weekend must cover physical geog, governance, and hitler... as well as enzymes, chemical calculations and 2 full a maths paper and 2 eng paper 2. good luck to me! oh, and like... 4 weeks to prelims. chiong arh!

2008-07-07T03:26:00.000-07:00

Get Smart was a really funny movie. So much for the 007 style agents. they suck. the best agent in the world? Maxwell Smart, aka Agent 86.

Tml sch starts again. First sprint. For prelims. Goodluck to all peers!

2008-06-28T07:19:00.000-07:00

Why the heck am i thinking about her constantly? She's got a boyfriend already and I am supposed to concentrate on studies. So why? Crap. messed up thoughts. Unable to concentrate on my studies. I must not be like this anymore.

Went on a spree while chocolate shopping today. Spent 30+. All dark chocolate. I didn't even notice when i started liking dark choc, but yeah... addicted. Blasting my phone the whole day. Can't stand it. Damn. Why am I still hoping that she might have a change of heart? This is just so not right.

People, let's not brood over the past bah.

Jiayous everyone for O's. It's in 113 more days! Study hard~

2008-06-27T19:54:00.000-07:00

some blogthing stuff...

You Like Names That Are Popular and Modern

You prefer names you've heard quite a bit and know well.

It's possible that you like the idea of naming someone after a friend.

You taste in names is very mainstream. You don't like odd names at all.

You rather share a name with someone you know than be stuck with a weird name.

Some female names you might like: Amber, Erica, Kristen, Lauren, Megan, Tara, and Vanessa

Some male names you might like: Brett, Christian, Jason, Kyle, Logan, Scott, and Trevor

What Kind of Names Do You Like?

What Your Taste in Music Says About You

Your musical tastes are intense and rebellious.

You are intelligent... but in a very unconventional way.

You are curious about the world. You love doing something new.

In fact, you enjoy taking risks and doing things most people would shy away from.

You are very physical. It's likely that you're athletic, but not into team sports.

You have the soul of an artist. Beauty and harmony are important to you.

What Does Your Taste in Music Say About You?

2008-06-26T06:13:00.000-07:00

woots, what a day. ao many emotions just came surging in. won't talk about it, but i messed me up a lot. i should try to get back to normal(or abnormal depending on how you view it) soon.

o levels is about 100 days away, we should really start studying le.

2008-06-23T07:02:00.000-07:00

omg today was rather fun. went hair cutting with shawn after sch, and got news report from jake say MS ELIZABETH WAN and MR VICTOR SOH are coming out of BEDOK NTUC WITH SUSHI HOLDING HANDS. he got....erm told off for not tucking in his shirt. well, we tried looking for them after that but...can't find? and so we parted ways and i have to chase down a 69 bus..and OMG 100s stun as i saw ms wan on the bus. ok..enough of her news now lol. my hair pratically sucked...crap

2008-06-22T08:33:00.001-07:00

gee.. tomorrow school reopen le. well, its good and its not. i'm still up this late..uh! nvm..go sleep first. nights ppl!

2008-06-20T06:33:00.000-07:00

New blog. to start it all over.

It's the nearing end of the june hols... Sch's starting and o levels coming nearer and nearer. Worried but at the same time surprisingly calm.. Still can't conc on my studies. Hope i can do it soon. Meanwhile finding myself constantly thinking about her, even though knowing that i'm not supposed to be. Another thing to try to overcome in order to study.

Nights.